3 Months!!

Well I will start with yesterday.. Not too much happened though! I woke up late and enjoyed my lazy afternoon, I decided to get ready because I was going out with a lady that invited me to her church concert! Well I hurried and got ready then she picked me up around 4 and we went across town and got dinner at Olive Garden.. YUMMM!! We were right by her church and then just drove down the street and walked over. We ended up getting pretty good seats and we were waiting for the concert to start. It started and believe me it was literally like a concert! Ha it was very interesting, something so different! But I definitely enjoyed it!! It was a Baptist Church concert and was something totally new for me!

Today I woke up late.. again!!:) I ate some food and then went and worked out for the first time since being here, so it was definitely good, good for me and felt good! I got ready after and by that time it was around 5. I was in the middle of getting ready and then realized that Ethan has been gone for 3 months today! I instantly got so excited then that excitement turned into sadness for some reason! I realized how much I miss him and how much longer I had to go and I just wish he was home already! I don't want to wait any longer ha I'm not a patient person and I want things right then when I want them and so when I want him then I want him then! So it's really hard not having him there when I want him and need him! But I know he is doing the right thing and not worrying about the time he has, so maybe I should do the same but that is kinda hard to do when he is literally my everything! I just need to stay strong and learn some patience!! Well anyways I finished getting ready and then went out to dinner with my dad! Ha that was interesting, we went to the mall and had Chick-fil-A and then had Cold Stone ice cream which of course was delicious!:) But ha I was all sad because all I wanted to do was curl up with Ethan and cuddle but, well I couldn't do that!:( We came home and I helped my dad pack because he is going home and bringing my mom back with him in a little over a week. Yep I think this is the first time in all of my life that I have been given permission to stay home alone, let alone over a week!! Crazy, I must be growing up!:p

Okay well that was my two days in a nutshell!:) I better get ready for bed and probably watch Modern Family on my iPad so I can laugh off my sadness! Yep, sounds like a plan! Goodnight world!:)

Life.. Where Will It Take Me.. :)

Well here I begin again! I decided that I need to start blogging again I need to document my life and my experiences and since I prefere not to write I will type instead! I am here in Florida for the summer for reasons too many to explain!:) Well I got here a week ago today and so far it has been a blast! We have a condo right on the beach and well it's been raining every day since ive been here.. not too excited about that part! But it's still been a great experience! I love being back in the city makes me feel good for some reason! But yesterday I finally got to go in the ocean for the first time since I've been here, though I was by myself it didn't bother me too much! I played in the beach and tanned all alone and to be honest I enjoyed the company of myself for a few hours! Ha I did end up getting pretty fried but oh we'll that happens and I was okay with it, I'm looking for this summer to be my tanning one! Spend an entire summer tanning, who knew that I would be checking that off my bucket list early!:) Haven't met a whole lot of people yet but the few that I have, have been absolutely amazing!!

I have been apart from my best friend, who is finally on his mission, for 90 days now! Wow, that sounds crazy to say! But it has definitely been a hard journey! Nothing has been easy but that's what happens when your best friend in the whole world is "absent" from your life for two years! Although I know what he is doing is right, it doesn't make it less hard! I have had my few "struggles" (I say "struggles" because they were little, minor things but at the time meant the world to me) and the only person I wanted to talk to about it all was Ethan! Of course that was not going to happen and I wasn't expecting anything but I still wished I was able to talk to him! But I have realized that the days have been slow and the weeks have been going fast! And now I look back and think "WOW!! Where has the time gone??" I miss him daily and there is not a day that passes that I don't think of him! I love him with all my heart and can't wait to be back in his arms again! That day,I know, will be amazing! He has been a great example and friend to me and I'm grateful for him in my life! Could not have asked for a more better boyfriend! I have shared 2 and a half amazing years with him as my other half and im lucky to call him mine! We have been best friends since I was 15, he is all I know and I'm okay with that! I love him with all that I have and hopefully will never experience a time again that I am apart from him!

I know this summer will be one that I never forget and could not be more excited that it has finally started! I will now be blogging hopefully every day and will share and document my new experiences here in Florida! Summer 2012 look out, I'm here and ready to play!;)